Ally Caulfield: CrushesHolden's Perspective: Crushes I don't really remember how the whole goddam thing started, but I'll admit that it still rattles my cage. It really does. Anyway, there's this guy I know. He's a grade lower than me and he can be a bit of a selfish sonuvabitch sometimes but he's a pretty sweet bastard and all. He's not a sexy bastard though. I wouldn't say that. He's just a helluva real nice guy. Well, I found myself thinking about him a lot after a while. That sounds corny and all but I was spending a lot of time with him so I guess I'm not a total moron. I wouldn't say it was a crush, though, because I've had crushes before and this fee